This is exhausting and emotional! Dreams are hard to chase because doubt is the shadow that follows. It’s impossible to know which direction is the right one when none are a bad one.
It takes a glimmer of hope to spark the passion, but previous defeats have left their scars. The shadow of doubt has grown longer.

Lord, bless this journey that I have stumbled upon for so long and have made a mess of.

2025 has diverged down its own path and be damned what hopes and dreams may have been. If I may put some personal facts in here, I’d like to share with you. I have been struggling so hard to define what I want the next phase of my life to look like. I’ve talked to several post-secondary schools within the arts. They’re excited to have me, but doubt has me wondering if it isn’t just the money that they want. And I don’t know the right path to take. But in this struggle, I’ve discovered what it is I want. I’m an LGBTQ+ author and artist with a mission to bring BL to Canada. This focus is only the beginning. There are so many possible paths to take, but doubt keeps telling me that I can’t do it. I’m not good enough.

I would like to prove that shadow wrong. If I could ask, I could use a cheer squad. Please offer your support in kind thoughts. Wish me well, and may I have the courage to keep moving forward.

I’m sharing with you a character for the next series I’m writing; Tomorrow’s Dawn. Tay is a sort of spirit connected to our world through the boyfriend she adores. Bubbly and affectionate, she’s as fierce a friend as she is a fighter. Tomorrow’s Dawn will introduce a new pack. Hazkunde, werewolf, warrior, knight, champion, and human. A pack’s strength isn’t in the size, it’s within the bond.